Yey its Easter - All I have to say is Bring on the chocolate. :)

Not much has been happening here lately, Things have been quiet and I have been plodding along. I am trying to plan lots of activities over Easter for the kids to keep them occupied. We are taking a trip to Alton Towers at the end of the month which should be fun, Joanna will also be 8 at the end of the month.

I nearly died this morning when Ethan asked his best friends Dad why he wasnt in love with his best friends Mum. They are really good friends now, that didnt stop them looking massively embarressed at being asked the question by a 6 year old. Ethan, however was content to keep asking the details.

Tomorrow night Gary and I are off out to watch the rugby, Hoping Wales get the grand slam.

Ah crap - I blew it. (See post below.) I have a chance to redeem myself but have now lost the momentum and couldnt give a toss, this is helped by the three glasses of malibu I have just drunk. Everything happens for a reason........... everything happens for a reason ......... I am sure it does. But it may take me a while to understand what it is. I lack direction, one minute I crave intellectual stimulation, the next I just want to be a mother and a wife.

But everything happens for a reason and I will find out what it is eventually ..... eventually I will be seen as than more than a mother and a wife by my family, I dont say this to make them feel bad, only to let them know that I am here and I will not let life pass me by.

One day my name will enter conversations again and I will not just be confined to the school run as my only daily outting. One day I will make some money myself and will not therefore have to justify buying myself a new pair of shoes to anyone! One day my opinion will count again.

Everything happens for a reason....And I will find out what the reason is if I patiently wait.